Lost..

I know sometimes it’s gonna rain

Like it’s gonna wash away the pain

I din’t hear you leave

Makes me wonder why I am still here

Just when I thought I could reach out and hold onto your sleeve

U vanished into thin air clear…

And right now….it’s raining harder than ever…

But I can’t feel a thing

Neither the drop nor the tear

It’s all so quiet around here

Like even silence has lost it’s meaning

And yet here I am

Finding a way out

Walking through an invisible pathway

Only if you could tell me which way to go…….?!?

Living in the moment.....

Every moment spells beauty
Beyond the overriding duty
The world could offer!
Every small gesture
Surfaces a new pasture
Only you can decipher!
Every feeling exudes joy
Makes me go ‘Oh boy!’
Thanks for coming my way!
Every glimpse of a grin
Leaves me at the brim
It just saved my day!
Every utterance signifies a sign
Wish it were mine
In silence it could be told!
Every sound portrays meaning
Echoing the feeling
That could leave you out cold!
It’s within the depths of your mind
That you can unwind
No one need remind
Where you belong and of which kind!

I believe..

I believe…
When the world has turned it’s back on you
And you know not what to do…
It calls for a new beginning!
I believe…
When the best of people turn you down
In the worst of situations
It’s time to decide whom you can count on!
I believe…
When you end up feeling like a loser
And there is not a soul to look upto
It’s time to move on!
I believe…
When the word ‘trust’
Doesn’t seem magical anymore
It’s time you turned over a new leaf of life!
I believe…
When the time is yours
And the clock’s ticking away
Make the most of it!
I believe..
In reliving your deams..
Coz it’s never too late
To nurture what you’ve always wanted to do!
I believe..
If you’ve ever longed to do something
Then the time is NOW!
Coz life’s too short to wait for the perfect moment
Or the perfect ‘one’….
It’s time you stand up
And learn to paint your own perfect picture!!!...
Coz life’s calling…
It’s time to go….

It's not about...

It’s not about moving on
Or forgetting so fast
It’s not about feeling tight

Or regretting the past

It’s not about tumbling over
Or going through hell
It’s not about thinking crazy
Or the one thing you can’t spell

It’s not about just being happy
Or beating time
It’s not about feeling less burdened
Or trying to mime

It’s not about just saying it over and over
Or just keeping quiet
It’s not about reminding yourself
Or expecting what might….

It’s not about hiding oneself
Or showing your strength
It’s not about speaking out
Or walking an unbeatable length

It’s not about wanting to know
Or just being in the dark
It’s not about understanding somehow
Or making your mark

It’s not about meeting once too often
Or looking in the eye

It’s not about staying away
Or breathing a sigh

It’s not about playing around
Or just feeling helpless
It’s not about trying to guess
Or just being reckless

It’s not about being free
Or making it happen
It’s not about finding yourself
Or getting yourself dampen

It’s not about crying out loud
Or listening to that sound
It’s not about waging a war
Or trying to stay aground

It’s not about me writing this way
Or running away
It’s not about me learning to pray
For what the future might lay……….

Me and my thoughts!

I might be writing this now
I could be penning down my thoughts
It sometimes makes me wonder how

I sit down and think with a smile
Let my mind wander awhile
Roam over the days deeds
To see if it could be somewhere it leads

I may not be able to define
The expressions more feminine
But I know deep down
It’s my attitude freshly mown
I sing along as I pen
Figuring out my mind’s den
My thoughts could be one place
And my writing on another face
Yet it manages to take shape
Despite having been like a lost snow flake
Landscapes, sceneries, snow peaked mountains, waterfalls…I could be thinking
Chirping, rustling, hooting, howling, lashing, buzzing…I might be linking
Wet earth, flowery fragrance, an unmistakable essence….i could be smelling
Friendship, love, hate, pain, sorrow….my mind could be dwelling
Ultimately what goes around comes around
With beauty defined beyond bounds
And that’s exactly what makes me plot
No matter what the thought!

Hmmm....

It’s a big big world
With stories deep down untold
Worth a pinnacle of gold!
It’s big big heart
With feelings that can tear apart
Even the mightiest of darts!
It’s a big big ocean
With myths galore and notions
Overflowing with a legend of revolutions!
It’s a big big horizon
With an infinite direction
Imprinting a lasting intuition!
It’s a big big desire
With an intense fiery fire
One in a million it shall inspire!
It’s a big big place
With each wedged in a race
Gone astray without a trace!
It’s a big big dream
With an unfathomable belief
A whim, a fancy, an impulse, an urge, an instinct
That makes us stand out distinct!

Jz like tht...

 I feel sleepy and I feel high

Whatever the case no one knows why
I cud play or I cud work
But I ain't doin the latter
Coz I'm not a jerk!
Or I cud wonder
And let my thots wander
But I ain't doin that too…
Coz my mind's beyond yonder!
Or I cud bug you
And while away my time
But u ain't wanna do that
Coz it's neither worth a penny or a dime...
So now am back to:
I feel sleepy an I feel high
Whatever the case no knows why

Me & u

I hold on to your hand
Hopin’ to cleave onto it forever!
It’s in the darkness that I endlessly wait
Hopin’ you’ll pull me out and show me true light!
I could’ve gone crazy
Had this day come never!
Beautiful is what life seems to be…
As long as your within my sight!

Your thoughts make my world spin
I can feel it deep within
And yet it all seems a dream
I wish I could scream!
Days pass by one after another
I hold onto myself…..
Only if I could reach out
And touch u honey….
Feel your arms around me…
Sense your breath upon me…
I cud be drownin' without your love
Makes me wonder…oh u’ll see!
With you I could keep wishing
For another chance, another day…
Yet everytime I look into the mirror
I see myself waitin'…
Waitin’ for that perfect day…
Come what may!!!!!!!!

Plain Imagination....

Like the ripples on a river
Falling snowflakes on your face
Every passing hour seems as enchanting
As the touch of cool breeze upon your skin!
The scent of pages in a new book
The essence of wet earth
Every brushing minute feels as chirpy as
The morning birds tweets in your ears!
The first drops of rain
Pounding sound of thunder
And then the lightning across the sky
It seems every single second
Has stood still without passing by!

Passing thought...

A drop of tear
And I have no fear
A touch of love
Neither there nor here!
A sense of belonging
Not too far or near
A feeling of loneliness
But not a soul to hear!
A brush of friendship
How beautiful yet dear
An echo of my heart beat
So simple yet clear!

A wish...

Not every sunshine can make you smile
Not every moonlight can make you love!
I look up at the stars awhile…
If only I could hold’em in my glove!
I stare at the sunset…
How scenic just as the waves lick’em wet!
How I wish I was up above there
Looking down upon the world somewhere…..!
When time passes by me…
I wonder how life was meant to be…!
When life moves ahead
I wonder how the past would have been instead!
When the past just goes by
I wonder of the future with a sigh!
As the future evolves
I watch the present dissolve!
How I wish I could go back
Make a few changes here and there….
Just to see if it’ll lead somewhere

Life

Stars shine down upon me
I close my eyes now
To dream of what was meant to be …
What my life has been and how…
I see the beauty of the shoreline..
How far and yet so near
I wish the world was mine…
Then there would be nothing to fear!
I now sail through the desert
Seemingly endless and yet so stunning
I follow the sandunes
So beautiful and yet so cunning
…And now there’s no turning back
I look ahead….
The moon hides as the sun peaks
I carry on with life’s sack…
Without an answer to what my heart seeks….

Tonight...

Tonight……

I feel this tonight
It’s a deep, forlorn , empty feeling
As I stroll in quest of something
I know not!
I sense it tonight
In my heart
Meandering my way across cross roads
Chasing dreams yonder!
I’ve yearned since twilight
For this quiet and peace
Amidst the stillness
As my heart ponders!
I can feel it comin'
Like I knew it all along
Chimin' it’s way through
A dream in the making!
I've got a feelin'…tonight...
I cleave on to it
Without any qualms
Now that the love is gone!

What it takes...

What it takes?
It might take a 1000 seconds to say IT,
A 1000 minutes to express IT…
Another 1000 hours to understand IT..
A 1000 days to live upto IT!
Maybe even a few years...who knows?
But to say, express, understand and truly live it now..

Is what IT takes!
Everyday I wake up and watch the sunrise
So real and yet so beautiful
Makes me wonder and mesmerize
So simple, I could take a handful!
How can it be the same everyday?
When there be 4 seasons and 12 months
Just like Autumn,Winter, March and May
It shines brighter than ever
No difference whatsoever none
As beautiful as the morning dew
I get ready to face every day new!
That’s how life’s gonna be
Taking each step as it comes by me
We hold hands and cross the river of life
Never to let go
No matter what the future strife
It’s meant to be so!

My saga

I live life today as though I care not

It's about where I am and not where I ought to be
It's beyond the horizon that I seek
The truth that makes me feel weak
I try not to lose myself
Not to be carried away
By the mundane thoughts that envelope me
I look here and there
I know I'll find the key somewhere
Will it lead me to the land of my dreams?
Will it unlock my deepest fantasies?
I have no clue
And yet I slowly close my eyes
Seems like a standstill
I could be looking out of a dark window sill!
Here I am
Waiting....waiting to be awoken
From my deep slumber
U could call it being crazy, being in love, being in a beautiful
dream…..
But I guess that's the way somethings are meant to be!